It’s a Friday morning, and already I am exhausted from the long
week filled with reviews, testing, and modified schedules, not to
mention the feeling of defeat after reviewing scores on midterm exams.
Just when I decide I am done with teaching all together, that I simply
cannot go much longer, I am reminded why I am in the profession of
changing lives. A student walks in the door at the start of the
instructional day and tells me, “Miss, I’m not feeling well. Me
hicieron ojo [Someone gave me the evil eye].”
In deep South Texas, where Mexican Americans are the majority,
there is a rich layer of cultural beliefs and customs. The “evil eye” is
one such belief. It is believed that when someone admires something you
possess, be it a personal belonging or physical characteristic, you may
suffer from illness, pain, and or sudden, unexplained loss of your
possession as a result. I could not help but smile. Before me stood a
student with special needs, who some educators would call “challenging,”
and who just the day before when asked about his one wish this holiday
season explained he didn’t have a dad. Now, concerned about his
well-being, I asked him, “Really, what happened? Who gave you ojo [the evil eye]?” He then explained how his mother
was convinced his suffering was the result of the infamous evil eye. My
immediate reaction was thinking that this child was loved, and I
smiled, reassuring him that he would feel better soon.
Two seconds later, a second student entered the room. I could
help but notice his new tennis shoes; I commented that they were cool.
He responded, “Thanks, I got them at the pulga [flea
market].” The rest of the students laughed, and I
could immediately tell he was not lying. He comes from a large family,
and his father passed away suddenly last school year. Times are hard,
and yet this student comes in every day to school with a great
disposition.
These brief anecdotes represent the epitome of my classroom.
Day in and day out I serve children who in the educational realm are
referred to as at-risk, economically disadvantaged, and culturally and
linguistically diverse, and in some cases I serve students requiring
special education. Before me is a class of 20 students, each with
academic histories that project more academic failure than they project
success stories. The odds are stacked up against them, but despite their
harsh realities, I see a fire that brews tenacity and resilience within
each.
I am in the middle of my 15th year teaching, and one would
think I am a veteran. I got this, right? Nothing could prepare me for
the personal stories my students choose to share with me through their
writing. Anyone can teach a student who is “on-level,” but it takes a
special individual to teach those who are struggling academically, and
whose struggles often stem from external factors that are beyond a
teacher’s control.
If my students trusted me enough to share their most personal
stories of courage amidst adversity, then I needed to trust that they
would work hard to overcome and close some academic achievement gaps
this year. With that said, I promised to teach the whole child in my
classroom. This concept was introduced in the district in which I teach a
few years ago. The idea is that educators are aware of and respond to
the needs of students that may at times go beyond the academic arena.
As an educator, I am aware that if my student is hungry in the
morning, he most likely will not concentrate on the lesson of
comparative and superlative forms of adjectives. As an educator, I am
aware that if he does not have his homework in the morning, the time
change may be affecting his amount of daylight needed to complete his
homework in a home without electricity. As an educator, I am aware that
if my student has broken his only pair of glasses, I must accommodate
his needs by sitting him as close to the board as possible. As an
educator, I am aware that if my student is not wearing a jacket on a
chilly day, I must find a jacket for him so that he does not get sick in
between transitions to and from the gym and cafeteria. As an educator, I
am aware that if my student detests PE because his feet ache, I must
find a new pair of sneakers that fit so he can get his daily exercise.
As an educator, I am aware that if my student is wearing large uniform
pants, a hand-me-down from his older brother, I must find him a belt or
new pair of pants so he is not embarrassed to stand up and sharpen his
pencil. As an educator, I am aware that little things matter. As an
educator, I am aware that paying attention to the little things
cultivates the heart and fosters tenacity and resilience. Words alone
cannot express how powerful teaching the whole child can be for students
with many diverse academic needs, especially bilingual learners. With
over 40% of my students considered bilingual learners, I knew it was
imperative I use the concept of the whole child to reach my students. I
understand that language learning is complex and that factors inside and
outside the school affect learning for bilingual learners. Most
important, I understand that in order to provide the highest quality of
instruction, I need to account for all factors when planning for
bilingual learners in the classroom.
Teaching the whole child in my classroom has created a bond
between my students and me. We are a family. If someone is hurt or has
an incident with a substitute in another classroom, I am often the first
to hear about it as students come to my class during transitions
seeking help. If someone gets in trouble outside of class during lunch,
or before or after school, I am told what “really happened.” When one
student does not have a dollar to purchase a ticket to the school dance,
the entire class will pitch in to make sure we have 100% participation.
This is what I call family. I am Mother Hen, and because of that, they
come to school every day willing to display their academic weakness on
standardized tests because they are beyond standardized. They are
exceptional, extraordinary, and full of heart. The best part is that I
am an eye witness day in and day out to their ability to love, care, and
support one another. For me, this is the greatest achievement of all.
If I can teach the whole child, I will eventually reach the whole child.
The rest will fall into place.
My students may not have the ideal score on the midterm exam,
but I know they are stronger and more confident academically after
walking through my classroom. I could not be happier knowing that for
each of my students, I give them the belief of conquering the supposed
impossible academic conquests. There is a dicho, or
saying, in our culture that says, “Querer es poder,”
that translates to “Love is power.” Every day I empower my students by
cultivating the desire to work hard, to learn from failure, to embrace
challenge, and to understand that they are defined by their tenacity and
resilience, not by the score on their most recent exam. I will admit
that there are many days like Friday morning when I am emotionally
drained, but I also understand that my profession is about human
investment. I know that the human element in my profession cannot be
ignored, and most definitely cannot be isolated from accompanying
emotions. I am reminded daily that I am changing lives. I am touching
the heart, and because of that, I am teaching the whole child.
Carolina G. López is a
middle school bilingual teacher of reading and writing at Weslaco
Independent School District in Weslaco, Texas, USA. She is a reading
specialist, master reading teacher, and Doctor of Education in
curriculum and instruction with a specialization in bilingual
studies. |