In summer 2009 I was tutoring an adult ESL learner who had
lived in America for 4 years. She was originally from Egypt, her native
tongue being Arabic, and she desperately wanted to improve her English
language skills in order to pass a test to be licensed as a pharmacist
in America. She already held advanced degrees in her country and was
successfully completing a master’s program in business; obviously her
English language skills were quite high and she was very capable of
success. However, when we worked on TOEFL preparation, as we did in our
weekly tutorials, I witnessed a mental and physical shift in this
otherwise confident and self-possessed woman.
The idea of a grueling, 4-hour standardized test was enough to
tip this student into panic mode and cause a wave of anxiety to course
through her, setting off a ripple effect that impacted her learning and
her ability to comprehend and produce language. In general conversation,
this student could respond to questions and speak with almost native
fluency, yet when I gave a TOEFL exam prompt, set a timer, and recorded
her replies, she became flustered, searched for words, and answered in
faltering phrases that in no way illustrated her actual ability. I could
see the shift in her physical body― the drop in her confidence and
general demeanor―when we began to role-play actual test
scenarios.
This student confided in me that when she sat the TOEFL 3 years
prior she almost didn’t make it. While preparing, she became violently
ill. The night before the Saturday morning test, she experienced heart
palpitations, shortness of breath, nausea, and feelings of extreme
anxiety. Her physical symptoms were so severe that her husband took her
to the emergency room where she was given oxygen; doctors also ran a
battery of tests to rule out any serious cardiac problems. In the end,
nothing was really wrong with her and she was diagnosed as experiencing a
panic attack. After hearing about her horrible pretest experience, I
begin to talk with her about yoga, the connection of mind and body, and
to discuss methods, such as variable breathing exercises, positive
mantras, and visualization techniques, she could employ to control her
breath and to calm herself in stressful situations. Working with this
student raised some compelling issues for me, and I began to think more
seriously about how the mind affects the body and how stress and anxiety
can impact us in very real and debilitating ways.
I felt for this woman who had worked so hard to learn English,
to alter her life, and to strive toward her goals. I felt somewhat
frustrated by a system of standardized testing that can open doors or
shut them completely for students. Being a poor test-taker myself, I
truly empathized with this student’s plight and began to think about
ways to help her ― and hopefully others ― begin to alleviate their fears
and to calm themselves when faced with anxiety-producing
situations.
At the same time I was tutoring this person, I was also
teaching a small intensive English program at my college. I decided to
take an informal poll of this diverse group of students about their
experiences with the TOEFL exam or other such comprehensive tests. As
expected, the students grimaced and groaned when I asked about their
test-taking history. Though some had fared quite well on standardized
tests, usually as a result of some kind of specialized preparation, all
stated that they felt some nervousness and anxiety when faced with the
challenge of test-taking.
In order to dig deeper, I asked students to write out their
“techniques” for reducing nervousness on test day. Most admitted to
having no technique. One student wrote, “I feels [sic] stress for a week
before a big test.” In order to counter it, he exercised and did not
drink coffee. Another young woman stated that she felt “extremely
excited” to take the TOEFL exam because she had prepped for so long at a
special school; however, when she was before the computer she “was very
distracted by the time limit . . . and was very nervous.” A few other
students commented on how they prepared for a test via rote memorization
and doing practice problems. One even noted that when she was answering
questions, she would “close her eyes and rethink of what [she had]
studied for the test.” This kind of visualization can be very helpful in
recall but it does little to calm anxiety. I was intrigued by all of
these answers and even more intrigued that no one spoke of the most
basic calming mechanism available to us at all times: our
breath.
When faced with a challenge some nervousness is welcome. The
kind of excitement we feel when we are about to perform, be it on a
sports field, on a stage, or in a classroom, is a good kind of energy
that can stimulate and motivate us. A small amount of adrenaline is
healthy. However, if one’s body senses real fear, then this adrenaline
can kick into “overdrive,” signaling danger, preparing the body for
fight or flight. When this occurs, a person naturally begins to breathe
in short, fast gulps of air, which decreases the amount of oxygen
getting to the brain. This is where a panic attack originates; this is
where a student faced with extreme test-taking anxiety can begin to work
to alleviate unwanted symptoms.
By alerting students to the “naturalness” of anxiety and
sharing with them some of the chemical and neurological reactions
occurring within them when something triggers “fear,” we arm them with
valuable information and can help them manage their minds and bodies
more effectively. The next step after understanding the body’s natural
reaction to fear is to learn how to control it through breathing.
Clinical studies support that yoga postures, meditation, and controlled
breathing practices can alleviate stress and anxiety (2005). In a
test-taking situation, control over one’s own breath is the most
feasible and direct method to begin to reduce nervousness.
The following simple breathing exercises, gleaned from yogic
practices thousands of years old, offer agitated students concrete steps
to begin self-calming, which will help them to settle down and refocus
their energy to the appropriate task. With each breath, we exhale carbon
dioxide and take in fresh oxygen to feed our brain and organs; we also
slow the heart rate and relax the senses
(www.mayoclinic.org/health/yoga.htm). The goal of yogic breathing, or pranayama, is to train the mind to focus on the
breath, not the stressful situation, and by practicing these techniques
daily, a person can learn how to better regulate his or her bodily
reaction to anxiety (Devi).
DEEP DIAPHRAGMATIC BREATHING
One of the most basic yet necessary breaths to remember is deep
diaphragmatic breathing (belly breathing), which is the most basic
calming breath. When under stress, most people’s breath tends to be fast
and shallow, causing hyperventilation. The goal here is to deepen and
slow down the breath, to focus solely on it. To practice deep breathing,
sit in a comfortable position; inhale through the nose and allow the
belly to fill and rise. This action allows the diaphragm muscle to
descend and the lungs to expand. Exhale through the nose, allowing the
belly to relax and move inward. Some people prefer to rest a hand on the
abdomen and another on the heart. The chest cavity should remain still,
with only the diaphragm rising and falling. Repeat slowly, even
counting out the inhalations and exhalations if desired, until
calmer.
DIRGHA BREATHING
Dirgha is also a form of deep breathing but
in this version the person learns to fill the belly and the lungs. It is
often called “three-part” breath. Sit up straight in a chair and take
in a deep breath, filling the belly as in diaphragmatic breathing.
However, instead of keeping the chest still, in dirgha
pranayama you want to fill the lower and upper chambers of the
lungs, thus producing a rise and fall of the belly, chest, and
clavicles. Breathe deeply and slowly, moving the breath through all
three chambers to reduce anxiety and gain clarity.
UJJAYI BREATHING
This style of breathing is deeper, slower, and a bit more noisy
(although it can be done softly). Because of the sound being made in
the back of the throat, some practitioners call this “Darth Vader
Breath” or compare Ujjayi breath to the sounds of the
ocean waves. While breathing, gently constrict the opening of the
throat, creating slight resistance to the passage of air. Practice
pulling the breath in and pushing the breath out. By slightly
constricting the throat and breathing with sound, a person is encouraged
to focus more intently and thus becomes calmer and more attentive to
the moment.
NADI SHODHANA
Nadi Shodhana, the “sweet breath” or
alternate nostril breathing, is very soothing. Sit up straight in a
chair and block your right nostril using your right thumb. Inhale fully
through your left nostril only. With your right index finger, close the
left nostril and gently hold the breath for as long as is comfortable.
Next, release just the right nostril and exhale fully. Let go of your
nose and hold the breath out for as long as is comfortable. Then block
the left nostril with your index finger and inhale fully through the
right nostril. Again, close the nose and hold the breath in. Release the
left nostril, exhale fully, and hold the breath out. Continue
alternating sides.
SUMMARY
The four exercises outlined above are not exhaustive of the
breathing techniques available, of course. They are simply a start to
increased bodily awareness and can be a useful tool for self-calming for
anyone faced with a stressful situation, including language learners
who are being limited by socioaffective principles (language ego,
willingness to communicate, language-cultural connection) that are
deeply tied to emotional involvement with how they feel about
themselves, using the target language within a community of learners,
and their relationship with language and their own culture or worldview
(2007).
The beauty of these techniques is that they are readily
available to everyone, every minute of every day. For students,
especially second-language learners who are often in situations that
produce anxiety (in-class tests, standardized exams such as the TOEFL or
SAT, oral presentations, social conversations), knowing these basic
yoga breaths can be the difference between success and failure. For a
nervous student, or anyone who knows too well how anxiety manifests
itself in the body and mind, the knowledge that something as simple as
breathing differently can produce a different physical and mental
response is quite powerful. To know how to use the strength of our own
breath to calm and regulate anxiety is valuable information and
something to consider when we work with students who exhibit test-taking
or language-related anxiety.
Working with the Egyptian student mentioned above, I saw
first-hand how debilitating stress and anxiety can be on one’s ability
to recall information or to perform tasks that normally would be simple.
Luckily, this student was open to exploring her test anxiety and to
doing the hard mental and physical work to prepare for the TOEFL. We
spent 3 months meeting, going over practice tests, and focusing on
reducing the panic she felt when she thought about this test and all it
represented to her. I am happy to report that after nine attempts at the
TOEFL in the past 18 months, she has met her goal. She called me one
day, ecstatic, as she had just received the latest test results from
ETS. She had passed in all four categories, and her scores were high
enough to move her to the next stage of her career. “I cannot believe
it,” she said. “I am so happy and it’s just like I pictured it would
be.” I could believe it, as I knew her intelligence and her level of
language proficiency. Once we could quiet her mind and calm her anxiety,
her strong voice and deep command of the English language were able to
be expressed.
RESOURCES
Brown, H. D. (2007). Teaching by principles: An
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NOTE TO READERS: This article was published first in TESOL Connections, February 2011.
Carole Poppleton, carolepoppleton@comcast.net, has taught language arts and ESOL at
Maryland Institute College of Art since 1996. She is a visual artist,
writer, and avid traveler who especially enjoys adding stamps to her
passport. Her interests include Asian cultures, world literature, and
learning more about the connections between mind and
body. |